take leave of senses

i dont know....
is string plucking of him
can make me
touched?

now, im be not alike before
thats i know before im in this gold cage

his same viewing
make me really cant controling
heartbeat that throbbing foolhardy


i dont care his feeling to me
i just enjoying my feeling
now until end my life, maybe

i save him in my heart
although
he is never saving me in his heart
fling me as far as he like
throw me like a rubbish
closing his door from my advent

pfuh...
i dont caring that
necessary for me is
i'll always to keep his poetry for my own happiness
i'll always to keep this secret feeling from the people around of me
i'll always to see his eyes for my own tranquility



by: her, who called him drupadi

Ia dan Dermaganya

Dalam keceriannya kutemukan bait-bait makna
Lalu asa seketika terjaga dari lelap semayamnya
'Aku ingin sembuh dan menjadi lebih baik'
Pun dermaga telah dibangun untuk bernostalgia
menunggu pencerahan dalam kitaran mendungnya
Kendati dermaga itu sepi
dan ia berlabuh saat mendung saja
Itu telah cukup membuatku memiliki alasan
untuk bahagia
Karena aku percaya
Ia adalah pengunjung setia


Makasih, Nyonya....
Aku juga senang mendengarnya



oleh: dia yang mendrupadikannya